Released on September 25, 2020

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[Intro]

Don't be disappointed

I'ma make you proud mama

Show the world what you brought up

Always said to be faithful

If I got some dreams, chase 'em, ou

I'm gonna—

I'm gon' make you proud

I'll be an inspiration to future generations, oh

My Amayah Mae

Oh what a beauty you are

Make sure you reach for the stars


[Verse]

I'ma do this for myself, it's for my own well-being

Spent so much time pleasing you

I swear I'll need you, see it's

About my growth, about my pain

About the passion that keeps me sane

Not about pleasing the man who's a coward

The one who'd choose how much I'm paid, ooh

You think that you're suffering?

I guess that you haven't seen me

I bleach my pillows in agony

They've seen my tears, they've heard me yell

That I'd rather be in hell

Than do something to make you cry

Drop out, make melodies and write, ooh


[Outro]

The gift I was given, the beliefs that I have

Like, I'm contemplating ministry

Like from what I understand that, I have a purpose on this Earth

And it's like to create art to heal people, and I'd rather just do that

Because above all like, I love God

And I wanna make sure that I can fulfill his purpose for me