Repeating

By Dylan Reed

On Growing

Released on April 6, 2018

Thumbnail

I know this shit just sounds conceded

But she’s the girl I never needed

And when I think I’m not completed

I like to just keep on repeating


I know this shit just sounds conceded

But she’s the girl I never needed

And when I think I’m not completed

I like to just keep on repeating


I knew somebody for about a year and that’s a lot

We thought we’d spend our life together but maybe not

We really got to know each other and then we fought

All night and our love depleted

I caught her cheating and I felt defeated

At the same time I will not repeat it

All my friends were telling me I gotta end it so I guess that it’s the popular opinion so I did it


A couple years before I knew a girl

Grades 6 through 8 she controlled my world

Every time I saw her in the hall it made me hurl

And I was conscious of the signs that she liked me too

But when I offered I felt like a fool

Cause she rejected and it wasn’t cool

And so I took it as a lesson that no matter what you’re thinking life is not a fucking movie and there is no happy ending

I implore you to ignore me, just like maury, there is no moral to the story, like morning glory

I am unfortunately haunted, with the thoughts of, all the pain and all the sorrow, that I’ve borrowed

Between the people that I brought up, it’s a problem, but here’s a pleasant thing I thought of, when I lost her


I felt free I started screaming, I started to believe in

Happiness and all the shit that it encompasses

I started reminiscing on the past and I was smitten with a bunch of different girls that I was loving but nobody ever wanted me back

I relapsed, cause I lacked the self awareness that the girl was really bad for me

And so I cried stop the balcony, tears of happiness eventually

I only recently accepted that my life is what it is and at the day

I’m not a little fucking kid

Not a little fucking kid


I know this shit just sounds conceded

But she’s the girl I never needed

And when I think I’m not completed

I like to just keep on repeating


I know this shit just sounds conceded

But she’s the girl I never needed

And when I think I’m not completed

I like to just keep on repeating


I know this shit just sounds conceded

But she’s the girl I never needed

And when I think I’m not completed

I like to just keep on repeating

I know this shit just sounds conceded

But she’s the girl I never needed