Released on January 22, 2021

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[Verse 1]

Do you know what I am?

Will you let me inside?

I've asked you these questions before, but it's been a long time

See you might not remember me

Yeah, that voice in your mind

But I see that you're nodding off, let's go for a ride

Been at it a while now I see you must be tired

Pull off up ahead let's switch just close your eyes

Riding shotty like old times only you and I

You grew up so big, huge house, and pretty bride

That's cool but don't you miss when I'd seek and you'd go hide?

Remember the nights us staying up till 5

At the foot of your bed I'd listen to you cry

You were young though I don't know if you realize that

I've been your only friend been by your side

Mean old lady told you I'm only in your mind

She told you I was evil I told you that she lies

But you let her convince you, she said I was a


[Chorus 1]

Monster

Monster


[Verse 2]

Come on that ain't me, you know that isn't me

You're the one who hit him back I remember vividly

When you got mad you told them that I said to do it

But that ain't the truth huh? You knew what you were doin'

My influence helped you gain the strength to keep it movin'

I had your back but that old lady called it groomin'

Who is she anyway? She don't know you like I do

Better than your Mom and Dad better than that wifey too

I understand how you think and why you do the things you do

But you don't listen to me when I try to talk to you

Remember at one time I meant a lot to you

But do you care how I feel? No... but on the real though

Do you have any idea what it's like to be called a monster?

I can let you in on it but it'll cost ya

Run for your life you don't know where my thoughts are

Moon is alight I wait till it gets darker

That's when I come alive inside your mind gets sharper

You ain't as fast as you thought no you ain't stronger

I got my hooks in your back I'm back to haunt ya

There ain't nothing wrong with wanting to talk to the


[Chorus 2]

Monster

Monster


[Verse 3]

Remember the name that you gave me? Think it was Hank

Or was it Wrigley? I can't remember forgive me, drawing blanks

How could you lock me away?

I was your friend I was your buddy

I was the only one when no one wanted to play

It's a slap in the face you let her divide us

I'm locked in this cage can't put it behind us

How could you do this to me?

Look what you're doing to me

Open your eyes look at me, look at me! Wake up!

It's okay you're girl and you will have a kid one of these days

When they sing in the attic like we did back in the day

You won't know if it's them or if it's your DNA (me)

I can't wait to give them babies my embrace

When they put out they hand reaching for nothing when they play

I'll see the fear in your heart written all over your face

I'ma laugh when you panic and your heart begins to race

Say "Daddy be quiet I'm tryna listen to Hank!"

That's what it was... Hank

Hey you won't remember this but can I tell you a secret for old time's sake?

That's not my name...