[Hook]
I been loathing in myself
You’re in love with someone else
I should stop simping for someone
That don’t even love herself
Wish that I could travel back to when we met and turn my back
I don’t regret a single thing
I just don’t wanna face the fact that
You’re not the same person you were when we fell in love
And I’m never sure when to let go when I’ve had enough
Need you to break my heart
Grab that shit and tear apart
And when you’re finished with the job
Just whisper “I’m forever yours”
[Verse 1]
Been reminiscing and I wish that she was next to me
Like how we used to be when we were listening to music, see
Said I was over it and that I’d never try again
But looking back at messages I’m feeling like I lost a friend
Maybe I’m overthinking cuz I don’t know what I want
Been lonely for a fat minute after my last girl was dropped
Feeling stupid for trying to relive a memory
But honestly, I wish that I was back in 2017
[Bridge]
Why still try
She wonders why
I don’t trust nobody, no
[Hook]
I been loathing in myself
You’re in love with someone else
I should stop simping for someone
That don’t even love herself
Wish that I could travel back to when we met and turn my back
I don’t regret a single thing
I just don’t wanna face the fact that
You’re not the same person you were when we fell in love
And I’m never sure when to let go when I’ve had enough
Need you to break my heart
Grab that shit and tear apart
And when you’re finished with the job
Just whisper “I’m forever yours”
[Verse 2]
Wasted all my time with you
When you were spending time with me
Don’t miss you a single bit but I still miss the memories
The way it used to be
‘fore you’re abusing me
‘fore every twisted game you played when you were using me
I took a trip down memory lane but I reached a dead end
If I could do it all over I wouldn’t do it again
Cuz now your true colors are painted all over the canvas
And that’s someone I don’t want
The same one that left me damaged
[Outro]
Why still try
She wonders why
I don’t trust nobody, no more