[Verse 1]

I feel the distance in your look

When you ask why I don’t believe you

When you say you won’t leave

I’m just terrified to let you in

So I keep drawing my bow up

And I’m pulling back the arrow, aiming down

Cuz I’m convinced you’ll get me first

So I’m letting it go

I’m letting go

[Hook]

You were holding my hand and then I let go

Started to slip away when you were getting too close

Now I’m spinning right back in this abandoned home

But I’m so alone and I don’t want this anymore

Yeah but, but I can’t seem to rip you out my head

Cuz every time that it snows

I feel it every time

Tell myself that “I’m fine”

But I know that it’s a lie

Cuz I wish that I could slide but I cannot

[Verse 2]

You see the distance in my eyes

As you look into them and promise me you’d die before you leave

I’m still terrified to let you in

And I don’t know why I keep

Drawing my bow up

And keep pulling back the arrow, aiming down

Even though I’m scared you’ll hit me first

I am aiming it at the ground

[Hook]

You were holding my hand and then I let go

Started to slip away when you were getting too close

Now I’m spinning right back in this abandoned home

But I’m so alone and I don’t want this anymore

Yeah but, but I can’t seem to rip you out my head

Cuz every time that it snows

I feel it every time

Tell myself that “I’m fine”

But I know that it’s a lie

Cuz I wish that I could stop but I cannot

[Outro]

But I can’t seem to rip you out my head

Cuz every time that it snows

I feel it every time

Tell myself that “I’m fine”

But I know that it’s a lie

Cuz I wish that I could stop but I cannot