[Pre Chorus]

I can't be myself, man, I'm too scared to

(Aye)

What the fuck am I supposed to tell you

I feel who I used to be I shirk oooh

Too scared of the pain I don't know you ooooh

[Chorus]

I'm searching for myself yeaah yea

I'm too scared to be myself yeaah yea

I said I'm searching for myself yeaah yea

(Aye)

Mouth too closed for help yeaaah yea

(Yea, aye)

(Mmmmmmhm)

[Verse]

Finding myself

Losing myself

Trying to find again

Mad at myself

Mad at my health

Done with the people I'm with

(Ya)

I took a jump fuck everything else

And now I am done again

Deep in my thought

I'm losing my spark

I'm giving two fucks again

(Ooooh)

I don't see

Could you tell me where is me

Dude cracking all the smiles tryna keep it all in key

I done walked a couple miles feeling I was good indeed

Till a nigga broke down now I'm praying on my knees and

[Pre Chorus]

I can't be myself, man, I'm too scared to

(Aye)

What the fuck am I supposed to tell you

I feel who I used to be I shirk oooh

Too scared of the pain I don't know you ooooh

[Chorus]

I'm searching for myself yeaah yea

I'm too scared to be myself yeaah yea

I said I'm searching for myself yeaah yea

(Aye)

Mouth too closed for help yeaaah yea

(Mmmmmmhm)

[Verse]

I hardly smile

In pain but in no denial

(Aye)

Too many miles

(Aye)

I'm gone but still hear the sounds

(Yea)

I hardly breathe

The pain in my face is too deep

(Uh)

Let nobody see

(Yea)

The struggle of just being me

This is why I love and hate the same thing

Want the love but I fear what the pain brings

Take my time cuz I wanna see some true things

I don't want another knife in my soul eeek oooh, please

(Ya)

I can't take

(Yah take)

I won't stay

(I won't stay)

I might die

(Die die)

Don't you play

(Man don't you aye)

What can I say

(say, say)

It's love and hate yeah

(Love and hate)

I can do pain

(Pain)

Just don't put me in grave and

[Pre Chorus]

I can't be myself, man, I'm too scared to

(Aye)

What the fuck am I supposed to tell you

I feel who I used to be I shirk oooh

Too scared of the pain I don't know you ooooh

[Chorus]

I'm searching for myself yeaah yea

I'm too scared to be myself yeaah yea

I said I'm searching for myself yeaah yea

(Aye)

Mouth too closed for help yeaaah yea

(Mmmmmm yea)

[Outro]

Vocalizing