My Thoughts

By DVS (UK)

Released on September 3, 2010

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I got love for you, so I love to you see chillin'

I love to see you makin' it, I love to see you winnin'

But you don't really love me, so you love to see me slippin'

You love to see me sinnin', wildin' out and see me flippin'

So I lock away from everyone, stay to myself

On my own, turn off my phone, and just pray to myself

Lord I got so many issues but I say to myself

Ain't nobody really love me so I face it myself

It's a cold world I just wish I knew from the start

Everybody say they love me, they ain't true from the heart

Me and you were real close, but we soon grew apart

Now I'm crying sitting in this еmpty room in the dark

I'm in a room full of sharks, and ends full of snakes

Why so many pеople grew up on envy and hate?

I just hol' onto my faith, head strong and never break

Man I'm tired of being friendly dawg I don't want no mates

I don't need no fake niggas don't need a click

I don't need a family and I don't need a chick

Cos all I got in this world is my word and my stick

And you can never overcome a third of my shit

Cos life ain't fair but man don't care

And dawg I'm getting paranoid, so man don't stare

The grands ain't dere so I gotta get dat

And I know they wanna kill so I gotta stay strap

In my cell missing road like I gotta get back

And everybody that forgot about me gotta get !

Most of my niggas gettin' fives, tens, n twenties from the judge

And by the time they get home, they lost everything they loved

Brudda's coked out, sister too, mummy's gone above

So he's bangin' out but all he really wanted was a hug

I used to love life now I'm feeling sad and alone

Hate the fame now - I used to feel glad to be known

Lonely jail cells was all we ever had for a home

Olders tried to calm us down but we was bad to the bone

If they hand over the money, then the guns won't blast

Robbing man used to be funny, but the fun don't last

Death is only round the corner, and it comes so fast

I shed tears just for Skrilla, cos his mum just passed

See we stars but to them we just IC3

Just another chilly problem on these icy street

And after thirty years of prison life, why be free?

So they took away life and gave us IPP

Fuck three strikes, murder holds minimum 30

Got me stressin' in the nights, and feelin' sick when it's early

Plus the judge stays pissed off, bitter, and dirty

They just words, he don't care about how much the bird gon' hurt me

So I fade away - life amongst the rest of the lifers'

Memories of my team, we were certified riders

Never had no father figures so the hood just inspired us

Yeah we did a lot of wrong, but we had goodness inside us

Guess the streets was my destiny

But who can I blame?

They tryna do me for this murder charge

Due to my name

And they got witnesses who know my face

Due to the fame

Heavenly burdens got me losin' weight

Due to the pain

Some people cry visibly

Sheddin' tears from their eyes

But we don't cry physically, we shed tears from inside

So when I tell you dat I'm cool

Can't you see that I lied?

These people got me burnin deep, I keep my deen and my pride

I'm over-easy in my cell because I know how to ride

I'm makin every prayer daily cos I know how to try

But these geeks keep cuffin' me

P's ain't lovely

Pain's gettin worse, and the weed ain't touchin me


[Haha, listen, yo leme tell dem now]

Straight

Listen, now I'm back in full effect

Right guard, fuck links dawg I've got the hood effec'

Roberto Cavalli jeans, and my hoodie's fresh

Nuttin but Bvlgari from my shades to my fucking creps

Yo, my teams supreme you can fuck the rest

Extortions galore and guns keep my hood in check

Next

I'm in Jamaica on the ski jets

Jet skis, [?] got me twisted like keef sweat

Yo, I got the santan glow

My lyrics bang into your brain

I got the brain-bang flow

And everyday I pray so that the pain can go

I'm in a worst hood, still good

Chains and low sho

My mama say - "tuck your chain son, they'll take"

I just give her one of my stale faces

Like "Yeah, right mama, they know what I'm like mama, I'm still your baby boy but they know I'm the shite mama"