Chorus:

I look in the mirror

I don't have a reflection

I just wish my family

Would give me some affection

I give away these signs

, but no one pays attention

Thoughts of suicide

I can't outrun

People ask why

Your life’s just begun

Suffering in silence

My feelings can't be undone

Open up the bottle

And I pop another pill

I do it cuz the sadness

Not for the thrill

Pop another addy

This pain does not fulfill

My throat burns

From the liquor that I Spill

Tying this rope

With the feelings that I feel

Don’t want to live

It is me that I kill

I ask myself

Is any of this real

I'm alone

I might go insane

Suns out

I still walk in the rain

I'm a mistake

What's wrong with my brain

All I know

And feel is pain

My dad asks me why

And I can't explain

I look at the sheets

I'm happy there's a blood stain

Ima take my own life

And pour it down the drain

I look in the mirror

I have no reflection

I just wish my family

Would give me some affection

I give away these signs

, but no one pays attention

Thoughts of suicide

I can't outrun

People ask why

Your life’s just begun

Suffering in silence

My feelings can't be undone

It's about time so

I put a bullet in the gun

Pull the trigger quick

And my life is done