I Look in the mirror

I have no reflection

, I'm leaving this earth

A dark resurrection

I text u and say

That Ur on my mind

, look at it now

What do I find

I’m on the edge

The edge of my grind

I say it's ok

It's fine I lied

U text and say

U wanted me dead

I don’t love you

Get out of my bed

Stress in my head

Is the reason I bled

Slitting my wrist

My arms are all red

I text her and say

I want to be dead

Nyctophilia

Is what I am

Alone in the darkness

Is where I stand

Me and my shadow

My only friend

Me and my thoughts

I'm in my head

Every day I feel

I'm better off dead

I look in the mirror

I have no reflection

I'm leaving this earth

A dark resurrection

I text u and say

That you're on my mind

, look at it now

What do I find

I'm on the edge

The edge of my grind

I say it's ok

It's fine I lied

But the fact is

That I feel numb

Everything I do

Makes me feel dumb

This pain is

Why I create

No I’m not

Using this as bait

If I don’t die

I might go insane

Cuz suicide

Really feels like my fate

I'm going insane

At an insane rate

When I’m alone

These feelings

I own

No, I'm not

Faking this tone

So, I cut my wrist

Till is see bone

What if I say

I want to die

With this knife

I reside

With this life

I shall resign

No 988 is

Not on the line

Goodbye though this life

And happiness I could never find