From day one I was dead inside

Demons come at night

So, I'm sleep deprived

You ask if I'm ok, I say that I'm fine

I'll be dead before the daylight shines

So, I keep my hoodie up

And I talk to no one

I embrace the rain and avoid the sun

Look in my eyes u see the pain

The pain weighs a ton

My soul is drained

And you still say nothing

Ya'll should be ashamed

Shit I'm ashamed of myself

I always put others before me

And put my feelings on a shelf

I've always ignored me

I shut people out

And stay shut in the shell

I’m stuck in this cеll

Where it always rains

But I'm not alone

Thеre's demons in my brain

I need to stop writing

But I keep going

I fuel the flame

I'm in search of what I'll never obtain

I'm a picture that ain’t so pretty

I got a broken frame

I don't mean to complain

But I might go out like Cobain

Cuz there's a code red hazard

In my brain’s mainframe