I know I'm loved

But I'm numb of it

I'm about to relapse

I'm gonna submit

Submit to the pain

I'm sick of this shit

Grab the knife

Look at my wrist

Don’t wanna live

It hurts to exist

Pain and sorrow

In which life consists

Ima take my pain

From being emotional

Slit my wrist

I'll make it physical

No one cares

It's like I'm invisible

Slitting my wrist

I got bloody fists

I ask myself

Why do I exist

I did not die

The last 3 times

And the pain I feel

The blade’s deep inside

Struggled with the veins

I'm going insane

Everyone says

I’m the one to blame

My rooms a mess

Like the thoughts in my mind

Wish I could go back

Go back and rewind

But my happiness’

Has been compromised

By trying to look for

What I'll nevеr find

Pop another pill

Get back on the grind

Brеak out the cage

Which I am confined

Tired of being criticized

I cut again

Now I'm hospitalized

There used to be warmth

Within my heart

Now I’m lonely

It’s cold and dark

Fuck I always hate this part

You can see the pain

See it in my eyes

I feel Dead inside, deprived

But I'm still alive

I'm in the backseat

While the reaper drives

Write a letter

And tell ‘em why

These thoughts in my head

They’ve always multiplied

I just wanna break

But I can’t ever cry

Life’s to hard

Wanna commit suicide

Parents ask why

Future look-in bright

All I have to do is look into the light

But I can't find it so I stay quiet

Fall to my knees I can't fight it