tomb - Intellectual

[Intro: Sample]

I don't want you to hit on me with some stupid cheesy pick up line

I want you to hit me

I want... for you to use your hands and punch me until I can’t feel it anymore

I've been drinkin' for like six days

I can’t feel your hands on my face

Drownin' in the bottle like a lake

Clawing at the surface

What's a life with no purpose

And I don't wanna speak your name

Voices in my head, try to keep 'em at bay

I tried to feel but all I got was pain

I tried to love but I'm too good with hate

I'm caught up in my ways

I don't wanna live just to see another day

I don’t wanna dream just to see it fade away

And I don’t wanna go if you stay

I wanna meet death, I can't wait

I’m tryna find an alternate state

I wanna meet death, I can't wait

I'm tryna find an alternate state

I wanna feel like I'm hated... so much - for feeling loved

I wanna be hurt

I don’t wanna leave just to be alone

I don't wanna feel like I can't feel anymore

I don't wanna dream when I wake up cold

I don't wanna be who I am anymore

I don't wanna try I'm so tired tonight

I don't have a heart that could let in the light

I don't wanna be who I am anymore

My heart is a tomb, but my body's at peace

I can't even speak when I hear you breathe

You don't wanna make any time for me

You don't wanna take any lines from me

I can't even speak when I hear you breathe

I can't even breathe when I try to sleep

I can never sleep 'til I find some peace

I won't find peace 'til my heart stops beating...