VERSE 1

I'm making this bigger than it is

And can't stop, reassurance is a bitch

Coaching my brain, to forget and get a grip

But in order to grow, - muscles gotta rip

Sporadically, a window of normality

Then fallacy, it's so disparaging

My focus goes, I instigate myself

Think I know how it goes, but it never goes well

Start to feel selfish, damaged, always was

Hope I lose my baggage, of fear via love

Hours pass, I'm still drifting

Forget about whatever is my mission

Fall in the deep end, reinforce my instincts

I chase my breaths each time that I'm sinking

I can't sleep

R.o.c.d

At the root, its all reassurance

Pampered ego, the unhealthily version

Helps excavating, out, some closure

Middle ground is self-deprecating braggadocio

Stirred pot simmers

Numbs to depression

Float by indifferent

Too dumb for the lesson

Triggers get sensitive

Anxiety blossoms off of off-topic sentences

Back with a vengeance

Definitely a problem

Reassurance don't end it

You're flexing at marble

Give yourself credit

(I know you want to and you don't get it)

OUTRO

Reassurance, Sisyphus' hill

Fight it with your will

I'm tired of the feels

Reassurance, the obsession isn't real