It’s a shame I rise feeling like my life won’t get better than my dreams

Even when I’m screaming punching walls in them, seems

Somewhere deep in me wants some love, perhaps hate too

Instead of this tiring balance of what takes you

I know i'll chase any girl who might smile and laugh

Old or new, Folgers brew crap won't sting this creep

I learned “The best part of waking up is going back to sleep”

At least for me. with skills at peak I grilled my feet

On the hot coals of my soul… reward no treat

I do emo best, because I have been

A non bi-polar, fond of the ride soldier

Who knows how to fight but won’t do it

Spent most of my social life was in my room being stupid

But in the end I made this song, for me

[Hook]

It’s a beautiful day that I’m spending indoors… (I don’t eat right, I don’t sleep right)

The wind that blows feels as good as before (I don’t think right, don’t feel right)

Ima go outside and wish I was yours (I don’t eat right, I don’t sleep right)

This rain might follow me and never gets old

Everything that I’ve ever done is trash according to the dream I just had

Even my breath woke foul, owl neck spin to this here pad

Like magic will come out of this hat, how's that?

Not good, thinking is me

Paid Leo to kill parts of my brain for the week

Wake up a half re-re, reread, these 3

Scratched out couplets that were products of a cheese dream

It was bonkers as “Yonkers”, I had an easy way out but the monster inside didn’t want to

Stop thinking about charming it's snake and hold it's shit in till it's large intestines will break

Too late, water your weeds

Embrace fugly to scare away the ugly skeevs

Cheer's to the roof that covers me

"You're the best, man"

[Hook]

It’s a beautiful day that I’m spending indoors… (I don’t eat right, I don’t sleep right)

The wind that blows feels as good as before (I don’t think right, don’t feel right)

Ima go outside and wish I was yours (I don’t eat right, I don’t sleep right)

This rain might follow me and never gets old

I’ve always considered myself patient

Then why am I having trouble waiting