Oh no, i'm thrust into my depths again

I had put off well behind me

My half-assed smile, I cracked it on my own

Ran into holes I think I know

Bumped into her, I thought she knew

But she kept god on her side

"you need" love said I could be beautiful

A good lie to tell at home

I looked myself and unless I cannot read

It's there in black, my future's written on me

I have no pride my fingers numb

From placing them inside you

I'll have my way this is my fun

By taking pills to spite you (despite you)

So then she asks how can I want that smеll

I guess it's comforting for me to swallow my affection

What if, likе you, I don't know where I'm from

I feel closest to things that are not human

I have no pride my fingers numb

From placing them inside you

I'll have my way this is my fun

By taking pills to spite you (despite you)

I'd pull nails though to save your mind from mine

Why all this questioning?

Just let me go