The Devil - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

Yeah, you remember how we used to be tight

We watched movies every night, we'd never usually fight

But nowadays you say you hate me, say I ruined your life

Well then it's fuck you, I agree, so that makes two of us, right?

Yeah, you always act like you’re this perfect person

I thought you were when I first met ya, now you’re just an introverted version

Can feel the heat without the furnace burnin’

Like have you еver even had thе thought "I wonder if my words will hurt him"

See, you’re abusive but you won’t admit it

Can’t tell nobody, they don’t get it, cause you will put this image

Like you're someone else, you put a show on, you're a chauvinistic

You believe it so much, you don't know inside you're cold and vicious

But I don't know how long I'll take it

I didn't give my heart to you for you to go and break it

You make me wanna fucking kill you and I hate it

But I don't know what else to do I'm running out of patience

I always heard there was a heaven and hell but didn't know it was true

Until I moved in with the devil and the devil ended up being you

So what did I do? Besides consistently always try to

Give you everything I had, so you could feel inside you

The love I had inside me, I gave the air that I breathed

I showed you what my eyes see and you just turn on your high beams

Now I don't get it, it's like you want me to feel

Like all the good things that I thought about you aren't really real

I'm just a bottle of emotions and I ain't properly sealed

Instead of talking about 'em I put up a wall of a shield

I wish you cared for me the way I cared for you

I wish we started fresh and really lived this fairy tale through

See I thought that we could fix this

That apparently ain't true, so my solution

Is the only thing that's scarier than you

I'm sorry that I have to do this

But it's just my way of payback

For the years you were abusive

I grabbed my gun and put a bullet to her skull

Cause [?] after all

I always heard there was a heaven and hell but didn't know it was true

Until I moved in with the devil and the devil ended up being you