Chorus (Lockhome):

I just can't let you go

I just can't let you go again

I fall apart when I think of you

I can't do this alone

I can't do this alone again

I fall apart when I think of you

When I think of you

When I think of you

I fall apart when I think of you

Verse 1 (Dropout):

I need someone to get me out of my head

I keep having thoughts, wishin I was dead

I want to rest but I can’t go to bed

Prayed to God, I cannot hear what he said

This anxiety won’t let me breathe

And all these memories won’t let me sleep

My mind is flooded in a dungeon, where’s the ark

The sky’s the summit, climbed above it, how’d it get so dark

Am I in Hell? Fell in love, now I have a broken heart

I wish I could rewind, go back in time and find the start

Shaking, breaking from the stress and pressure

I used to think that peace would last forever

No pain, no gain but when does pain turn into pleasure

Wrote to God, don’t think he got the letter

Stuck inside of my mind, I need to find

Hope, can you show me a sign

Stuck inside this cloudy haze

Doubted any sign of grace

I need to find a place

Where there’s only peace and I don’t need to be afraid

There’s no finish line, my mind loves to race

The climate changed and time erased

Chorus (Lockhome):

I just can't let you go

I just can't let you go again

I fall apart when I think of you

I can't do this alone

I can't do this alone again

I fall apart when I think of you

Verse 2 (DropOut):

Every bit of love I ever felt (When I think of you)

I try not to dwell, I tell myself (When I think of you )

(When I think of you)

My existence has a purpose (When I think you)

I know it isn’t perfect (When I think of you)

Life has its ups and downs but now I can’t see the surface (When I think of you)

So I ask the universe when does hurt turn into bliss (I fall apart when I think of you)

Time passes too quickly

Gave but before I could thank it stripped me

Took it all away and tripped me

Now I’m lookin at my grave sayin rip me

My heart aches, I need a surgeon to determine if it’s a break

Is it a curse to endure this amount of pain

Drowning like I’m down in the drain

Bitter, I quiver from the decisions I made

Underneath, looking up, I try to reach

Held down, Hellbound is this defeat

Nightmares scared away my dreams

Tried to cross but I cannot part the sea

I can't help but fall apart, I've given all my heart

Spend my nights counting fallen stars

I don't even know where to start

Tearin' my hair out 'cause I think that it's all my fault

Scared, 'cause I know I'm slowly losin' my resolve

Going through harsh withdrawal, every day I just sit here

Barely able to crawl, crying my eyes out in bathroom stalls

Wondering where the hell this went wrong

Wandering halls, where we used to walk

Chorus (Lockhome):

I just can't let you go

I just can't let you go again

I fall apart when I think of you

I can't do this alone

I can't do this alone again

I fall apart when I think of you

When I think of you

When I think of you

I fall apart when I think of you

Verse 3 (Dropout):

Pick up the mouldy chalk, where we used to sit and draw

These four marvellous walls, now nothing but thralls

A catalyst of so many negative emotions

Where I've used up so much of my devotion

Don't want to relive the past, or think of the notion

But in my heart, I'm hopin', that maybe one day I will be free of this pesterin' poison

Tryna drain out the noise, and it's only left me slowly frozen

Attending appointments that do nothing but leave me broken

Feelin' Hellbound, like I was chosen to be thrown into a never-ending ocean

Waves hurlin' me around causin' unbearable motion, slowly degrading my only hopes

Dangling by the thread of a mangled rope, quickly breaking

I'm forsaken, time is the thing I'm always good at wasting

My dreams I'm tryna chase, but I feel like I'll never be brave

But knowing who I am, I'll never satisfy that craving