What you know about being in a car

Turn around ya best mates sticking needles in his arm

We were really young when we started dealing drugs

Didn't think it turn us into the people that we are

Only people ever call me is a customer

I keep this pain inside me I'm a smuggler

She probly fuckin other guys, why am I in love with her

That pussys gold like midas has been touching her

Pipes I'm passing her. Some tides is hard to turn

She gonna feel it in a second like some carpet burn

Having nightmares about my father's urn

Or when I put mandle in the ground from that fuckin hearse

Sometimes its hard to talk it

Forget about it like our last abortion

My mums alive my brothers isn't. Kinda fuckin awkward

I keep taking shit from him and its not extortion

As for me? In debt to a tonne of friends

As for why? I'm addicted to these drugs again

Its embarrassing, disgusting and its worrying

I don't wanna have to talk to counsellors and mum again

I don't wanna get that look from my brothers friends

Thinking that 'he did it again?' They left me stuttering

Still get pissed when I think of exes with another dick

Try to call my girl up but she don't answer it just fuckin rings

Wonder why I'm up all night?

Why I love puffin pipes?

I ain't on filling the fridge when I be touching ice

Disgusting right. The things I do for something white

Sober for the first time in months now I'm just numb and cry

Playing all of the songs I made when I was fuckin high

Think about my father, I can't look into my mother's eyes

Thinking bout my drug supply

Lookin at my best friends tellen them a bunch of lies

Like I ain't Doin much na I ain't using much

I'll be in the studio Doin some computer stuff

Said that I ain't Doin much we all know that I'm Doin drugs

Lifes got me lying then flying like its a lugeing kart

Smoke clouds everywhere this ain't no huka bar

Aim my shotty at the sky wish that I could shoot a star

All this magic eraser I've been using up

And still can't clearly, its foggy and the view is smudged

Most my friends been Doin twice as bad as I been Doin

Sick of fighting over tic its not a Nike union

Feeling slightly human. All the pipes I'm using

More suicidal now than when I was making diamonds music

I've been telling massive lies. Told my FAM I've been

Clean since mandle dies. All the dole money that I sacrificed

Just so I could pack a pipe get higher than a satellite

Coz friends turn their back when the blame matters

Starting to understand why kerser got his face tatted

The way we ate zaneys surprised we ain't got brain damage

Life Rollin by fast it ain't a train carriage

Don't have to say much to get ya membrane splattered

Cops ask questions we eshay that shit

They don't worry me but I'll say I hate faggots

Just to get reaction get you passionate like gay marriage

I put my heart on the page, let you see the riv

Don't have you is arching for shit, there ain't no easter egg

Everything I always did, seen or sore or said

Living through my music I can hear the beat is breathin air

Everyday you wake up you should be prepared

You ain't no one you could get sliced like its a pizza shared

I swear I od'd and never sore no Jesus there

Just mandle lookin up at me like

'Come to hell there's heaps of gear'