I drowned in a world that I've created

Drawn with pencil ink that can't be faded

Don't dare the devil without a fight

While chained down and gambled like a pair of dice, in this hell they call paradise

I wanted to show you the words that I have written

But they're all about you, and that can't sink in

What were you thinking when my loved ones were sinking

Awake, a storm is pouring in

Stop whispering my name so slowly

Locked in a cage, my vision impaired

Bottle of poison chugged and still no sleep

Missing little Jane and Bowie, I calmly weep

No power, no courage, to begin the trial

It'd be much easier if he were just to die