[Verse 1]

I want in, loathing in fear

If a german love beer and a Jamaican got dreads

How can niggas say it don't depend on who bred

But who left first when the baby adultin next

These kids doin it raw when they have sex

Then depend on the bible verses when everybody looking

I got tooken for ransom like dead bodies in the campgrounds

Sounds never been more silent in detail, they derailin my entrails

Heart failin, palpatations feelin like Daytona 500

MAC knowledge, knowledgists

Them street philosophers the same ones who make it out the hood

My father & my mother good

Just wish they wouldn't give me advice when It's pointless, annoyance

Got better shit to deal with, nearing the end of my sentence

Lessons in oppression, I was destined to be mocked 'cause i'm lightskin

They never saw the chinese until our eyes lock, slanted skate ramps

We be on that kick push shit, It's a fiasco outside

Just don't get ambushed, stop at the amber lights

Was a long night, you never really cared till' I said I was alone

Then I was prey, right?

Moved on too quick, feel like you didn't mind, tied the knot

Then it broke loose

Don't trust these people, was supposed to be equals

See, they was tryna get me feeble, for months, I've been going along for months, I ain't see the evils

Teapots was filled with decrepit strains, hadda' weigh out the gain

I don't see the reigns, can't stop it

All this shit I'm gettin involved with is nonsense, like designer on a newborn baby

You tryna have a baby named Mercedes but don't got no Benz

You tryna get along when there was an end, now I'm finding out a lot

And I think you scared, sayin' prayers for the ones who got them bullet wounds

For the ones who got hit, can we get on with it

Endless marketing, constant scams, constant bargains made

Lotta' dollar menu niggas saved, patiently waiting for a break

Paroxysm happening, ears rattling

Hallway chattering, reckless gathering

[Interlude]

Tell me if you sit back here, in the background here

Uh..

(Laughter)

[Verse 2]

All those arguments you left, all the promises that you didn't keep

Left me on my knees begging for you to stay

Like you once did for me but now I know you was hiding in secrecy

Ain't no defendin, ain't no running back

Hustlin' for quarters, niggas know I got all time

Prolly' got alzheimers

Niggas eating fast food like there ain't no tommorow

Dabblin' in fabulous atrophy & altruism

No altitude gon' stop me from jumpin out that building

Out that window, slug riots, gunfights with sloths & snails

Ain't no pigeons, this ain't new york

Niggas pity talking bout "Good luck, sport."

But who done worse from this muggy ass earth

Who heard the truth, and who got all the perks?

When I turn 30, Imma have a wife by then

When i'm hurting, I'm hoping she gon' comfort me

Instead of just letting it be

Asian women treated like slaves, white women treated like queens

Black women treated like curses, everybody got something to say

Take a day to escape, run into the woods of your backyard

These niggas all envious, they don't know my life until thus far

I'm strugglin' to cope

Aw shit, not again, ruff nigga got his heart cut open

Loten in my vessels, they tried to caress your dick

Make you feel better but they just really actin like a bitch

There ain no fritch, 'cause niggas think they really slick talking my ass

I know everything and I hate it

Remember the wedding rings I planned to get, metaphoric baby showers

Spring flowers gon' wilt eventually

Just like overdue salad, rappin' never got my point across

Singin' never got the anger well, I ain't involved with none of that

I just make art for them niggas that feel alone, just like me

In an environment where they don't belong, just like me

The niggas who wanna die in someone's arms, just like me

The ones who lost like stitch, just like me

Ugly ducklings absolved in a crossfire, I'm done with lying

Done wit these bitch made ass niggas who denied us

Who wanted to puncture a hole into me

No fucking decency at all, lying on the dance floor like just let me leave

Please, I can't stay here for long

Imma die by myself singing these dumb ass songs