[Verse]

Can't get you out my head, late night, I should be goin' to bed

Pencil filled with lead until it break out in different shapes

Amazed by how everything fit in the page, you couldn't wait up

We playin double dutch in this game of love

It sucks that I can't make a decision, but I got hateful lust

Can't change who I am but I can change who I fuck

Trust me, I ain't no upper crust, double up like Rihanna when she pour it up

Have I said too much? Or have I said enough

Crunchin on these papers I'm crumblin'

It's to rubbish, try to rearrange my thoughts off this

Control substance, hovering over myself

My soul, got dealt shit hands but who's loving me tonight?

Nobody, I'm contradicting everything I said in the past

Everybody judging me, I'm a hypocrite

Sick with shit but sick in the head, who gon' comfort me

Changing perspective, who I see in the mirror is who I'm becoming

Everything turning into nothing, but nothing gon' turn to something

Butterflies in my stomach when I talk to you but nah

Gotta act like you buggin, known anthropologist & apologist

It's a farce, but everybody love it and it hurts

Can't trust anybody, especially, or I'm gon' end up in the dirt

My weakness, my heart, my spirit and my body

This shit ain't a haze, this heartbreak, I'm lowtiding

Surfboards gon' crash in the sand, it turn to muddy waters

Keep safe, we shake it off like truth, truth said don't be afraid of it

Made barely 'bout a hundred, and we lucky we even alive

These scriptures, I'm a scribe too, my disciples gon' ride wit me till the end

But are you gon' ride too?