[Verse 1]

Seventeen, first time smoked coke rock

Eighteen, I was living as a broke boy

Nineteen when I caught another dope charge, that's the time I turn myself into a dope boy

Ever wonder why the world is not the way you want it? Ever run into the serpent now to pay a hundred? Hundred mothafuckas thinking they can make me suffer, Ion wanna go to trust 'em, Ion want discussion

Moon big green, ate it in my sulfate

June 16th the day I met my soulmate

She don't ever want to lose me when I'm falling off

Even when I'm acting crazy she don't call the cops

We were young together drinking, help me snort the pills

Now I'm working everyday to make a quarter mil

Not a merciful was born to be the morning kill

By the morning I'll be warm again I'm more than real

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Popping these percs I done turned to a savage

I watch 'em burn into ashes

They murder my soul I would certainly pass it

They burn like a fire inferno my matches

He covered in blood, something bout drugs, in love with the pain that come from above

I don't want be in the place anymore, I don't want demons to chase me no more

[Verse]

Ritalin, Ritalin, let's just get rid of them, disciplined simpletons kissing my fists again

Sicko I told you I'm gifting from fixing all on me I'm vengeful but blissful now

From the jaws of the beast, tied with my feet tie arms to the street

I'm never gon' die now I march to defeat balled up fists and my cars with the keys

Drunk drive now down Memory Lane, back when I was drunk and I was set up for change

After all the dope and novocain I pray to be dead, I was sober for a week and I can change what I read

All rise from the blacktop, plaques on the black wall, racks in the safe, canines in the backyard

Y'all said life for the [???], if I die I'm coming back y'all

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[Verse 3]

Now I take a lotta pills cause it numbs shit

I break a lotta bills cause I'm dumb lit

I'mma be the one that feel when the storm does, I'mma be the one that real when the Lord comes

I'mma keep it on my person when I'm in the jungle, always been the one to worsen when I'm lit as fuck

I been beeping out at work man I don't trust nobody, when I'm coming off a molly I'mma suffer calmly

[???] when the lights dim, all rain right lane with the Vic-10

Fight fair, never gone when I bite prey

Bite down, I'm a dog in the mice tray

At a moment I be foaming at the mouth again, all the demons they be roaming in my house again

I been meaning to be sober but I know I'm jaded

Cause the way that I be flowing it be overrated

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