Released on April 28, 2019

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I don’t know why I get so caught up in your lies

What is it about you that I lose myself everytime?

I can be thankless when I need someone to hold

Half of me is gone, but newer me is too bold

See I try to work it out but I can’t find all the cues

Something in me is burning and it’s not winter blues

All of me keeps changing yet it’s stable to the past

Something in me is calling for you to make this last

Can you push on, get on with your life

Can you push on, for me you didn’t fight

If I was important to you, than you’d try

Can you push on, gotta start my own tide

Craving a different side of you, the one I fight

But it won’t change anything, since I bite

Trying to keep up with the games you play, I’m so tired

Can we just get back to start, burning out like fire

Since I can’t seem to go away, I’ll stay here

On your repressed train of thought, it’s so clear

I know you think about, I feel it here

Back to where my mind and heart go, I know, I know

Shameless and inventive, I’m so creative

I just wanna text you, starting to cave in

Can’t help how I write, It’s an emotional truth

Even if it doesn’t make it to you, I do, I do

I see the way you used to look at me

Even if it was in lust though, you seemed happy

Hope you find the strength to tell him what you won’t

If not you need to break free, you can get with me

Can you push on, get on with your life

Can you push on, for me you didn’t fight

If I was important to you, than you’d try

Can you push on, I need to start my own tide

Ending this with you seems so hard, but it's gotta happen

If you don’t want that, let’s make a plan of action

See I can be what you need, in a heartbeat

I may not be up to speed but at least I'm not jealous

I won't go through your phone

You and I can have out space

I just want you to be happy

But you don't need him