Released on October 1, 2022

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[Intro]

Like honestly, the thing is-

So much crazy things happen and-

And sometimes I’m convinced that I’m sleeping

But I’m not sleeping y’know?

And-

And like-

Trying to balance like-

Trying to just like-

Equate everything

Is-

Is one thing I just don’t understand

You know?


[Hook]

I got debts and I got issues

I got paper but it’s tissues

Problems big, just like my Dad’s shoes

I don’t fit but I might have to

Ammo, aim, but I still miss you

Leave, eschew

You got tickets, yeah I’ll take two

Tryna leave but I won’t run


[Chorus]

Living everyday I know my problems they will come

Trying to balance life just like the moon doеs with the sun

I’m a little boy I’m trying to make it with my drum

I wanna takе a trip, get out of here but I won’t-


[Verse 1]

-stay either

Trying to get cleaner

Trying to get neater

Trying to get beamers

19, sick, no teenage fever

My heart’s cracked, like Justin, Beiber

Where I’m from they’re kind but meaner

Background check, green stripes, Nigeria

She was good, Life was better

But she switched, took her to cleaners, whoa

Life gets worse before it gets better

Then it gets worse again I know

I gotta suck it up, ‘cause it comes full circle

Circles, squares and shapes like whoa

Shapes, yeah I gotta shape up

So shaved off with no make up to suave up and go

Suave I mean, tryna run, hide leave

Tryna float in space, need a place to-


[Bridge]

Y’know, bad things happen

And I know they happen because they-

They are supposed to shape you and make you better

Or like better than who you are

Or who you were before but like-

How long will bad things happen

Before something spectacularly good happens y’know?


[Verse 2]

Suicide, yeah I thought a hundred times

A little scared to do it

I don’t want to see you cry

I know you call my line

Ask me if I’m still alright

I mean to say all the truth

It just comes out all as lies

Cause I know that you smile outside

But I don’t know how you are inside

I hope it goes both sides

I hope my lil bro’s doing alright

I hope that he’s still opine

I hope I’ll be alright


[Hook]

I got debts and I got issues

Problems big, just like my Dad’s shoes

Ammo, aim, but I still miss you

You got tickets, yeah I’ll take two

Tryna leave but I won’t run


[Chorus]

Living everyday I know my problems they will come

Trying to balance life just like the moon does with the sun

I’m a little boy I’m trying to make it with my drum

I wanna take a trip, get out of here but I won’t run

Living everyday I know my problems they will come

Trying to balance life just like the moon does with the sun

I’m a little boy I’m trying to make it with my drum

I wanna take a trip, get out of here but I won’t run


[Outro]

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