I'm a curse

It works in no one'es favor

I won't be dead forever

Prepared for the worst

That's what I am

You wouldn't understand

Don't think I wanted to feel how you made me feel today

Everyone I know leaves

This rain cloud is following me

No secret I'm sinking

From all this overthinking

I'm no saint but I'm not what you believe

I'm not running like you think

I have no more blood to bleed

Can you blame me?

I just wanted to be happy

Yeah you'll blame me

Because it's easy

If the thoughts what counts then you counted me out

I'll make this count