We're walking down this road again

Unclear how all of this will end

I'm endlessly looking for signs of a tread

The tension rises everyday

It's making my mind cold and gray

I'm endlessly searching for shit to say

It's hard for me

Things always weighing on my mind

Are subjects I have yet to find

Still I have nothing left to hide

Inside this peace of mind

Bent is broke sometimes

But somehow i survived

I'll pick it up and keep my distance

All it takes is a little persistence

Feels like I'm always learning

My stomach's always churning

From all these thoughts and these memories

Life's not a game you can win

Block out that tunnel vision

So fixated on the thought of failing

I'm not feeling this today

I'm a crowded room you don't wanna pass through

But you have to

I'm an itch you can't reach

A plague that never leaves

I'm nowhere near where I wanna be now

If confidence is key, I'm locked out