I'm trapped in consequences

And things that are out of my control

My mind's a mistake and it's making me

Think I shouldn't be awake

In this state, in this way I feel

I'll never get to sleep. It's been a week

And nothing seems to do much for my shaking

I need an escape

There's nothing that I hate more than being a pain

I can't relate

I'm really ashamed of how many times I've taken the blame

I'm going numb from every cold shoulder

You threw at me tonight

I don't want to fight, but you push me further

Than I'd like and in spite

Of every night this happens to me I think

That I'll be alright

What's one more night? You fucking lied

And ruined my whole life

I need an escape

There's nothing that I hate more than being a pain

I can't relate

I'm really ashamed of how many times I've taken the blame

I need an escape

There's nothing that I hate more than feeling insane

I can't relate

I'm really ashamed of how many times I've taken the blame