Different - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

Felt real when you looked in my eyes

Felt real when our hands intertwined

Got accustomed to the idea of you waking up by my side

I have to let that fantasy die

I took it to heart

Never took you for granted

I donʼt how I manage

Not to turn into a savage & show no feelings at all

So round of applause

My feelings involved

I know you donʼt mean no harm but itʼs too late cuz Iʼm scarred

Oooo

Felt the butterflies

Felt the heartbeats

Throat shaky I canʼt even swallow spit

Tryna gather confidence

To communicate to you but

Rejection got my mind clogged up

Confrontation got my mind fucked up

Now my energy is off I apologize the vibe fucked up

You looking at me different

[Verse 2]

I start to think

And then I sink

Into my mind

An explanation hard to find

Introverted

I still manage to make her smile

Drive her hormones wild

What am I doing wrong?

Contemplating on the next thought to come out my mouth?

Give you everything I got so you know what Iʼm bout

I thought actions proved words wrong

Listening to slow songs looking at you different

Uhh..

Do you appreciate me or the things that I do?

I give until I canʼt cuz Iʼm fucking w you

I got these feelings for you that I know you ignore

You focused on other things that donʼt include me

You say Iʼm just a friend, that shit cut me deep

I canʼt even eat, countless nights losing sleep

Toss and turn thru the night

Emotions got the best of me again

While you getting high with your other friends

Wonder if

They gone do the things that Iʼm doing

I feel stupid

Every transaction

Every transfer

Every penny that I spent on you I know I won't see again

Looking at this differently