Beautiful Fall - Intellectual

[Verse 1: Insanity]

Girl, I gave everything that I could give you

I made a mistake but I'm wondering

I love you, you love me

Give me one good reason you don't wanna fuck with me

You say it's not me, you say you need time

I gave enough of it, cover to cover

I duck still I suffer, we fight and fight, I think I'm in love with it

Sad but we cover it, yeah I discovered it

But back to back when the thunder hits

Look me straight in my eyes

There's a layer of lies and were hiding under it

No in between

When I show you my pain then you making fun of it

Hard from the start took my heart, now you run with it

Guess you are nothing at all but just dominant

And that's not a compliment, how the fuck can we survive in this mess. You are my drug and my life so I can't kick the habit

I would die so instead I keep using it wrong

Got to keep moving along

You tryna keep proving me wrong

But I fall deep use when you're gone

Girl, you don't got a clue what you make me feel like

I feel high and low at the same time

It's beautiful, and it's fucked up, you know I try

But every time I try you tell me no

Tell me where to go

Got high when I was low

Burn it in the snow

Tried to let it go, but the pain only grows

So I'm hiding it below, man I guess I'm on my own

[Verse 2: Jake Mackson]

Damn, I’m on my own but that feeling is wonderful

Got used to the pain baby this shit nothing new

Been through enough for the both of us

Still I don’t know the words to make it up with you

Damn, found myself and got lost in you

And girl, you told me everything's possible

You told me to be unstoppable

You was the one who was there when I had nothing at all

And back then I thought it was logical you was there with me

But now look back at myself with questions like ‘why did I fuck it up?’

Tell you my chronicle

Blame me for all of your problems

Your pain and his road full of obstacles

So down the road I go

With nothing left but my memories

Think now I know why this hope I had

Could change the way I was looking at these things

Now I'm just holding on

And girl, you made me thinking bout it

You emptied all the bottles I was drinking out

It’s amazing

How you change me

But it scares me at the same time

You say you hate me

But you love me

And that's the same the other way around

So stop bringing me down

I know that I’ve made mistakes

But the love that I'm feeling now

Got me hoping time will change

Cuz I know we all ain't perfect

But you as close as I could hope for

So I tried to make it work