Door Eater

All dressed up, hiding in the corner waiting

Come on, come up, already fading

Why the fuck is this me the me that showed up tonight?

Can't take this

God I wish I could fake this

Never thought I'd be fucking up gay shit

Then again, all I want I'm afraid of

Don't leave me, don't wait up

Don't leave me

Don't wait up

God I wish I could be true

Inner child like "Sucks to be you"

Too soon, too much to lose, wish I was you

Wish I could move

So cringe, come on bitch, just read the room

Nobody cares, so sure I was ready

Why the fuck can I not break through this?

Hey, just follow me

Just breathe

Just breathe

Stuck inside, nevermind all the bodies

All the eyes, they don't have to be watching

Take my hand and wipe away your tears

It's okay, we're together, I'm with you

Don't look back at the bad dreams you lived through

This is our life and we're still here

Stuck inside

Nevermind

God I want to try

I'm here tonight but I just can't get it right

Dark, on the concrete

Try hard to breathe

I can dream but I'll never be anything close to me

The real me that I've built in my head

Crumpled on the floor, barely lived and she's already dead

Not again, I hate this

But I guess it was never gonna be painless

Sobbing, rotting

Three hours in and I still feel nothing

Don't look at me, please don't perceive me

Seeing everything I wanna be around me

How the fuck do I set myself free?

I wanna be free

I wanna be the real me

Stuck inside, never-mind all the bodies

All the eyes, they don't have to be watching

Take my hand and wipe away your tears (Your tears)

Look at me, we're together we're in this

Don't look back at the bad dreams, you lived bitch

Don't you worry angel, we're still here

Still stuck inside

But nevermind

We're alive

It's on tonight motherfucker, it's on tonight