[Chorus]

Welcome to my deathbed, everything collapsed

Welcome to my deathbed, stay upon that place

Yeah, I choose death tired of enduring all of that

Blue pills, smokin' all alone in my deathbed

I was in abandoned hospital and saw some Angels

I woke up today in a mental abyss

I'm staying here, I'm staying here

I'm sure I have nowhere to go

I'm struggling, I'm struggling

I break the past, dead and gone

[Verse]

I don't wanna wear this body, skin me, i'm beggin'

Turning off my phone, layin' down and decaying

Can't decide how to end it

Fantasize, how can I destroy you anyday

I'm scared to be myself and scared to be with someone else

Bloody tears flow down the floor, I'm the one I hated

Total desecrated, I'm walking around the castle, iced out hallways

Why I feel erased?

Raindrop's still on my bang, i'm watching the world go to hell

Smokin' and sedate, watch out I'm not stable

[Chorus]

Welcome to my deathbed, everything collapsed

Welcome to my deathbed, stay upon that place

Yeah, I choose death tired of enduring all of that

Blue pills, smokin' all alone in my deathbed

I was in abandoned hospital and saw some Angels

I woke up today in a mental abyss

I'm staying here, I'm staying here

I'm sure I have nowhere to go

I'm struggling, I'm struggling

I break the past, dead and gone