My blood runs colder each day in this environment of fake smiles and empty formalities

I can see flesh and hear laughter but

There is no real sign of genuine emotion or intelligence

What little humanity left within me is constantly being chipped away

By each withered soul i see

This is not life

This is a game

This is the pinnacle of thousands of years of human existence

This is a game we all will lose

This is a game that we all will lose no mattеr how far ahead we think we arе

I pretend to feel

I pretend to care

I pretend to live..

Just like you

I know i should feel something but instead i do as the rest

Of the world and just pretend

Feelings have done nothing but hold me back so i shut them out until i forgot how to feel

This

Game has turned what used to be my heart into a solid ball of ice all of my emotions have steadily been replaced with disgust

With each day that has passed i am numb where i used to be cold and i am cold where i used to feel

Scavengers surround

Me and wait for my death to consume who they think i am

My gratification comes from knowing that my disgust will always

Outweigh any false emotion you project

It is necessary to be less than human in order to survive this pathetic joke we call

Society

Your life is a joke

The cold blood that trickles through my body is the only sign of life that remains within me

I am

Perfection according to the laws of this world i am empty and devoid of human life...

Just like you

I pretend to smile

I pretend to care

I pretend to live...

Just like you