Released on April 3, 2020

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Hi friends, hello, hi, hey, hello

Hey, hello, hi, hi

Hey everyone, hi, hi

Hello, hello

Okay, um

Hello

Hi, my name is

Angel, which means messenger of God

My name is Jennifer Gayoung

My name is

Paulina

Kamila, which means perfect

Emily, which means industrious

My name is Kiana

My name is Juella

My name is Jane

It’s just a mix between my father’s name and my mother’s name

Which are Julius and Ethel

My family name is Hsu

Or, the Mandarin pronunciation is Xu

Which means slowly and gently

My family name is Chung

My family name is Yenko

Which means something I haven’t gotten a straight answer on

My family name is Mindanao

My family name is Vo

Um, when I looked it up, it said “intense martial arts” so

I’ll use that definition

Other names I go by are

Jen, or Fer

Other names I go by are Em and Emz

Other names I use are dzkust

That’s my online name

Some form of Kamila but misconstrued in whatever way

Another name that I go by is Dots Hearts and Stars

Which is my artist name

And that’s it, yeah

I’m pretty open minded

I was born in the Philippines and I currently live in New York

And I currently live in Queens, New York

I was born in New Orleans, Louisiana

I was born in New York City

And I still live here

I was born and raised in Queens

I currently live in Bayside

I currently am still in New York

I currently live in Queens

I’ve been living here since

I’ve been living here since eighth grade

I’ve been living here since forever

When I meet people for the first time

I often worry

What they will assume about me based on my race

And wait for them to ask me questions

I often forget their names

When I meet people for the first time

I often find myself worrying if they don’t think I’m American

I often open up pretty quickly

Like, it just depends on the person, you know

I, it’s kind of funny

They often try to make me laugh

Just ask them “What’s up”

When people meet me for the first time

I can be a little too friendly, which is

Very much my nature so I’m okay with it

They often think I dislike them

Surprised that I don’t fit the mold that they had expected

I have no idea what others think

When they meet me for the first time

They often tell me I have a nice name