Remember Every Thought

By Doherty

On Past Tense Poetry

Released on November 23, 2020

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[Intro:]

Well now really when we go back to falling in love

And say it's crazy, "Falling'

You see? We don't say "rising into love"

There is in it the idea of the fall


[Verse 1:]

Promise me one thing you won't forget

I love you so much even to death

Take it back to the day that we first met

Burning away like a damn cigarette

You gotta lose a little just to gain some

Even if it means losing part of your best friend

Moving on from the old ones

No one knows you better than you know yourself

But I gotta problem, that's false

You know me better, you told me forever

Personally I think we better together

You the only exception, pause... reflect

On the thought that just came to your head

The places you go within your brain

The people that always change

The people that remain the same

Both can be looked at as negative

But just get lost in the... view

Breath, forget, all of the stress

Everything that always just makes you tense

Anyone talks down on my name imma kill em

Mark my words the first tape will not be my last

Imma feel it

I don't care about how much cash you have

Imma demon

How much cash you want?

How much cash you want?

You want all my cash?

Don't tell me how to rap when you can't

Next coming of Christ my ass, I laugh

So kiss my ass while I whoop some ass

Don't tell me to be less aggressive

This shit is straight pathetic

You don't wanna see me angry

I can cause hella damage

You is shy and pessimistic

So what is it, with the written's

You gotta be meditating

Time ain't heal shit

Cause nothing ain't heal over the past six months, bitch!


[Bridge:]

There is always a curious tie at some point

Between the fall and the creation

Taking this ghastly risk

Uh, is the condition to there being light


[Verse 2:]

I fell... for you

I fell... toward you

I fell and I'm getting in my bag

There ain't no coming back

Look at that Chrissy gonna fucking rap to y'all

About everything he lost

Which in reality ain't that much

But he's still finding it hard

Searching for approval but I don't need no one

And you can sleep on me if you want to dawg

So Narcissistic, unrealistic

He ain't going nowhere, going ape shit ballistic

When I spit shit, with the written's

Don't give a Fuck about a single digit

Except

Oh shit nah another thought popped in my head

The tension is building

No one can say anything to save me I can feel it

I'm sweating, I'm breathing really heavy

I feel like I'm finally ready

That might be unjustified

I may cross a line

You see I was gonna take your life

But I might take mine

We shall see in time

But you came in my life

Things change, rearrange

Put down the pistol I had to my brain

But that's the thing, I just got saved

So imma start killing every motherfucker in my way

I got nothing to lose right?

That's what they say

Well too bad yep, my brains on replay

And Satan came down to me

And gave me a speech saying

I gotta do everything to kill these beats

And disadvantage everyone

I can drop anyone

I can do anything

I don't need anyone

So that's why I'm at this point in my life right now ah

I'm looking down on every motherfucker

On every motherfucker

I had to drop a few motherfuckers

Before I got to this motherfucker