[Verse]

Self-destructive, sometimes I feel like nobody hear

But if you listen to me clearly, you'll be filled with fear

Never gave a fuck, I'm going up, it ain't no time for tears

I'ma give it all I got and never stop until the top is here

I lost a lot of homies that I wish and prayed was still here

Sucker side watered, them niggas over, they still scared

A lot of weird shit been going on and I'm tryna ignore it

I've been going hard since last night, it's 5 in the morning

They think it's crazy how my lifе turned out to be

I'm so AOT, ahead of timе, I knew this who I'll be

Ever since a youngin, I been thuggin', ain't no nigga tell me nothin'

What was you gon' do if you heard your mom was down and she strugglin'?

I had hit the field to chase a bag and then I doubled it

I gave her half a stack and hid the rest by my cousin's shit

I fell in love with the gang and never went back home

I didn't feel no pain until the night they killed 50 Bang

[?] shit, I don't know but I love my loc

Spoetyanna always kepy it spoety, watch over me fold

Get back, ain't got no time limit, tell hard head I got 'em

If I spot 'em, I got 'em

I'm sending shots tryna drop him

My brodie down for a homi, ain't comin' home 'til he ninety

I'm tellin' bitches to write me and sendin' flicks to excite me

You know you only get one life and that's it, right?

Yes, I'm comitted to this shit 'cause it's the life that I wanna live

I'll lose it all for my bros, I love my Z's

My lil' sister named Zariah, I promise to never leave her

And my family is Belizan, they be trippin' for no reason

My grandma smoke 'Woods, good cooks what she breathin'

Mama said he kept it real and never turned her back on me

But I ain't fuckin' with her daughter unless she throw the stack on me

I got bitches steady watching me like Sony

Tiny Frank gon' keep it on 'em

Tiny Oowoo, that's my brother, that's my homie

If triple dip say fuck cuh then we on him

Holly like to hop out and strip Rollies

That boy always get to trippin', he even beefin' with homieshabe

You ever hit a cell by yourself and felt lonely?

If Luther King ain't have that dream, I wonder where we would be

If Malcom X didn't pull up deep, they would have beat 'em in the street

And I go crazy with this shit, I feel the studio with ease

I'm snappin' out on every beat 'cause this the shit that help me eat

[?] said ride or die but then she turned around and died

She picked sides, she switched up, and she lied

She tried to fuck [?] like I ain't get enough from Raven

Kalen held me down, she still waitin'

I'm with all the activities and I been participatin'

Why these niggas out here hating?

I know God and satan

Niggas prayin' I don't make it

Politicin' on my chain but can't take it

If I buy another bottle, is you gon' drink it?

If I catch another case, is you gon' hold a nigga down?

Or you gon' leave me for a clown?