So So Long

By Doctrinn

Released on April 4, 2018

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[Chorus Premade]

But it's gonna be so, so long

But it's gonna be so, so long

But it's gonna be

You gone turn back, I'ma turn back

I'ma get my life on track

But it's gonna be so, so long


[Verse l]

I wake up in the morning Jesus Christ is so beautiful

He told me I had purpose so I took that as my Que to go

The lying had to stop - the cheating had to stop

Had to get my life in order so the drinking had to stop

The road to recovery is a long one

And I can relate because I'm on one

Don't hesitate to put your life back on track because it won't be worth it in the long run

Walking on this path while living a double life

Where some of you has the Christ, the other half wants to die

Somewhere in the middle the drinking's probably why

Sitting up late at night locked away inside your crying

So get on the road to recovery

When I did I made descoveries

Like how Jesus is really loving me

Don't hesitate because the road to recovery can be so so long


[Chorus]


[Verse ll]

Nobody wants to be on the corner of happiness and hell

I had to break free from the bondage that had me so I'm out of my shell

Broken porcelain mask, No more masquerade

Had to stay true to myself and Jesus emancipate me

Never felt so good as when I'm drinking from your well

Contemplating death - Kept thinking about the outcome

Take a shot - can I make it thought life without one?

Couldn't live with myself, couldn't live without hell

I felt alone - these ashes were all I had left

So get on the Road to recovery

When I did I made a choice in me

I'm not ashamed of who I used to be

I'm not the puppet the world wants me to be because they're so so Wronng


[Chorus]


[Verse lll]

I may not be where I want to be

But I'm not where I used to be

You and me, we fit together so beautifuly

As you can see I'm nothing without you

There's something about you

I love being around you

Your my strength, and my courage to make a change

To better myself and throw all the bottles away

To reach in my life and wrap it around your name

And disregard all the shame 'cause there's so much grace to gain

You became my path in recovery from my wrong

My self causing destruction, you broke it until its gone

This path to your loving is the strength in all my songs

So this is what its like to have such a loving God

So this is the road to recovery

And it started with you loving me

I love your heart that covers me

I close my eyes and let everybody see that your my God for life long


[Chorus]


[Outro]

Wake up in the morning Jesus Christ is so beautiful

Beautiful

Beautiful

Beautiful

Beautiful