[HOOK]
Give it my best - wonder if I'm good enough
Should I stay? Should I go? I don't know
Give it my best - I don't feel like I'm good enough
Should I stay? Should I go? I don't know
[VERSE I]
Everyday it gets easier not to focus
Feeling spiritually hopeless when your life feels like its chocking
Everybody has a dream, but I never imagined
That mine would hide behind the tears of a clown and be the saddest
My rapping has something special, and plus its unique
But, its hard to critique when you're only grasping at dreams
My mental seems to break when I think of my audience
Wondеring, Do they feel what I'ma say or is it obvious
My tolerance is high, but my confidеnce, that's what bothers me
I keep a strong belief, but where's the following they promised me, honestly?
I've been doubting myself
Infested with the thoughts that no one needs my help - No one see's their self
With no more freedom bells to ring - someone's here to help me see
Better yet, someone's here to help me sing
The only thing I have to offer is the best of me
And hope its enough to leave a Gospel based legacy
This destiny
[HOOK]
[VERSE II]
In the beginning we're all living off hopes and dreams
Publicly we testify and silently we'd scream
That's exactly what the devil need's because it feeds
Into hatred, depression, anxiety, man it's just obscene
Went from making decision to concrete honest living
To images of perdition to the addition of addiction
Its funny (hey) Man, its a funny story
Some of us will never feel good enough until we're called up to glory
Then, the flesh opens its mouth and says the darkness is alluring
While the heavens open up and say the Holy Ghost is for me
Man, now I battle myself
And its jeopardizing my health, But I play the card that I'm dealt
This road to recovery's so long
Nothing was right, wasn't alright - felt so wrong
God take my heart and place it belongs
I try to make a difference with some of these songs
I just wanna be a man who is strictly obedient who can be an immediate
Person to get you believing in him before my soul is gone
[HOOK]
[PRE-BRIDGE W/ HOOK]
Yeah, Come on, Come on
I don't, I don't, I don't know
The lack of confidence has to go
And I always leave room to grow
I don't know
[SB]
Everything's gonna be alright, isn't it?