[Verse 1]

How real did it get Some nights had the boy ready to flip

In a relationship but what had didn’t mean shit

We made time you put down the grind I put down the rhyme

And in that little moment had a hell of a time

Somehow we found what the world couldn’t find

Pass the fact that you fine with an intelligent mind

Didn’t understand that exactly when you were finally mine

But now I get it 100 and 100 and a 100 of times (ha ha)

Yeah the blind inside of my soul wouldn’t let you go

Even though you had a marriage that I knew wouldn’t flow

Even so I couldn’t keep myself from perusing this missing wealth

That you provided me when I was in need of a little help

But you let the boy fall down

And I don’t think I can live with that

So i’ma go and set the ball down

Uh the game is over ain’t no going back

[Hook]

First it was the lust (Lust)

Big lips big tits the whole

I ain’t never wanna let the feeling go (no)

Then it was the love (love)

You just kept spinning in my brain

10 years straight every song had your name

What’s the name (meko)

Travel the world making money what I heard (meko)

Beefing with enemies when I made em bite the curb (meko)

Yes sir yes sir yes sir

This obsession had my mind in a blur

[Bridge]

Do you love me or love me not

It’s just ugly a ugly spot

I really try but I never stop

I’m always back with another drop

[Verse 2]

(Love) since 10th grade razor sharp like swiss blades

Self esteem was low as hell but you made me feel me player made

Deeper than any connection i’ll say you got the best of me

Curious and super anxious when you took my virginity

(Anger) one day opened up my phone to something crazy

Seeing a face I cherished bought to go have a baby

And this face I cherished once told me that theres a maybe

That we could go again but damn it didn’t go like that

(love) seeing you smile was the dopest thing to see though

I remember all our conversations talking about desires

Of you becoming a mother taking your womanhood higher

So much love inside your heart that’s burning like a fire

(betrayal) i’ll never hate you ever it’s not in me

Wanted to see you happy even though it couldn’t be me

I’m finally moving on and this song is closing the chapter

Meko hope you living life happily ever after

[Hook]

First it was the lust (Lust)

Big lips big tits the whole

I ain’t never wanna let the feeling go (no)

Then it was the love (love)

You just kept spinning in my brain

10 years straight every song had your name

What’s the name (meko)

Travel the world making money what I heard (meko)

Beefing with enemies when I made em bite the curb (meko)

Yes sir yes sir yes sir

This obsession had my mind in a blur