Released on August 15, 2025

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[Hook]

Perky turn me into a monster

Perky turn me to fiend

Perky turn me to a monster

Make me hate everything

Stomach turning, stomach burning

I know that I’m hating life

Stomach turning, stomach burning—

Every time


[Hook Repeat]

Perky turn me into a monster

Perky turn me to fiend

Perky turn me to a monster

Make me hate everything

Stomach burning, stomach hurting

I can’t keep nothing down—

But the lean every time now


[Verse 1]

I know that she’ll never love me

I know that it’s all fake but еventually

I know that that perky gonna get right

I know that pеrky gonna get me high

Toxic love, ya, I don’t want no relapse

Toxic love, ya, I should be done with that

Toxic love, ya, I know I fuck up that—

Every time in here, ’cause I can’t change, I know that

But this is a song to get out my way

Get out my pain, hoping I change

’Cause all the designer up in the world

Could never fix the hole I have, I know


[Bridge]

This perky turn me to a monster, to a fiend

That perky turn me to a monster—everything

Is nothing but hate in my eyes

Is nothing but hate for this life


[Hook]

Perky turn me into a monster

Perky turn me to fiend

Perky turn me to a monster

Make me hate everything

Perky turn me into a monster

Perky turn me to fiend

Stomach burning, stomach hurting

I don’t want anything


[Verse 2]

Angry, upset at my life

Angry, upset, hating time

Binded by my soul—I might

Sell that bitch to escape all the lies

Of her mind and fate

All her lies that twist and derange

All her lies—I know that it’s fate

Dealing with bullshit every single day

That give me something to make a song—shit

She gonna bring a friend, I’ma fuck her too, bitch

What you think I was gonna do on my own?

What you gonna think—I was here tryna go

Out and make myself better

Rather fuckin’ drown in this shit ’cause it’s better

Motherfuckin’ red dot, red to the letter—

The message is: fuck getting better