Where am I?

I wandered upstate, rising up

Evaporating out of my life

Even when I'm closest to you

You're a prism, and I just pass right through

To a peaceful plain

Calm wind in the grain

Still, this hive is churning out again

It's doom

It's doom

It's doom

It's doom

I shed my skin all over again

All my memories and all they represent

They hug me like a hurricane wheel

Exploring every inch of me

Hug me like I'm doomed

I'm doomed

I'm doomed

I'm doomed

Oh, light like this gets stuck in my eyelashes

And I'm cocooned in my own doubt and fear

I calm mysеlf

I console myself

But I can't hold myself

'Causе I can't slow myself

And I can't show myself

'Cause I don't know myself

Maybe its just that

I've outgrown myself

I'm doomed

I'm doomed

I'm doomed

I'm doomed

I'm doomed

I'm doomed

I'm, I'm, I'm