Chorus:

It's not as simple as some may think

But they'd rather assume that I'm just weak

They'd love to think I'm so fuckin' vain

That if she looks pretty I can't restrain

Verse 1:

Doing so much better without you

Can't remember what about you I was into

I probably just liked the attention

I'm sure that was my only intention

When I chose to stay in a toxic love

If love is really what that was

Chorus:

It's not as simple as some may think

But they'd rather assume that I'm just weak

They'd love to think I'm so fuckin' vain

That if she looks pretty I can't restrain

Verse 2:

The pain I'vе been through is what shaped

Everything about who I am

And just cause you say to gеt over it

Doesn't mean that I easily can

Just cause I've talked

To a few different girls

Doesn't make the things you call me

What I deserve

Trying to find love

Isn't easy for any

And doing it in LA

Isn't easy at twenty

I'm doing my best

Will it ever be enough

If the answer is no

I guess that's just tough

Chorus:

It's not as simple as some may think

But they'd rather assume that I'm just weak

They'd love to think I'm so fuckin' vain

That if she looks pretty I can't restrain

Bridge:

Wish I could apologize

For the ones I hurt when I was young

Didn't know I was broken

Didn't know how it stung

To give your all and be left behind

I wasn't ready and that's on me

I hope you each heal

Because kindness is free

I'm sorry to myself

Mental illness is still illness

Trying to forgive me

How does anyone do this

Chorus:

It's not as simple as some may think

But they'd rather assume that I'm just weak

They'd love to think I'm so fuckin' vain

That if she looks pretty I can't restrain

It's not as simple as some may think

To walk away when you feel so weak

They'd love to think I'm so fuckin' vain

But I don't care about what I could gain