Intro:

So far from the surface

There's no light reaching me

I feel myself drowning

Wondering if it was meant to be

Verse 1:

How do you heal

When you don't know what you're healing from

Pre-chorus:

There's so much my brain won't let me remember

From when I was young, my own mind I can't enter

Chorus:

So far from the surface

There's no light reaching me

I feel myself drowning

Wondering if it was meant to be

But at least at rock bottom

You can only go up

And if you remember how to float

You can't get stuck

Verse 2:

How do you forgive and forget

When everything you do is dictated by it

Pre-chorus:

There's so much my brain won't let me remember

From when I was young, my own mind I can't enter

Chorus:

So far from the surface

There's no light reaching me

I feel myself drowning

Wondering if it was meant to be

But at least at rock bottom

You can only go up

And if you remember how to float

You can't get stuck

Bridge:

Trauma blocking, trauma bonded, baby

Co-dependency is one of my trauma responses

Coping skills, what are they

There's just so much to learn at the end of the day

Chorus:

So far from the surface

There's no light reaching me

I feel myself drowning

Wondering if it was meant to be

But at least at rock bottom

You can only go up

And if you remember how to float

You can't get stuck