Heartfelt - Intellectual

Verse 1

I create a prison in your chest, where my bars are heart felt

Heart wants to jump out at my lyrics but it's a hard sell

An artist painting pictures with a pallet of emotion

A poet, who's favorite facial expression is stoic

Cuz when I take off my mask with a plastic face

You see a basketcase, haunted by his past mistakes

Backstabbin bitches, led me to jail & drugs

And five cops assaulted me no wonder why I fail to trust

Started DJ-ing to pay back my student loans so I'd

Never have to move in home but to get better I did it alone

That's the price I pay in life. Sacrificing days and nights

To maximize my weight & height. to be a bigger man when I'm taking flight

I never stopped writing. Kept putting the permanent pen on the pad

But people don't understand, I had to fall to finally land

Surprised by my success? Then you don't realize the best

Keep their dreams close to the chest: where the blood flow nests

CHORUS

You don't know, what you had, you're gonna find, I ain't so bad

When I'm gone, and your alone, no one to give it to you

Never felt, this before, I don't feel, the same anymore

Cause, I don't need, this shit going on

Verse 2

Every life is a story & I'm tryna right mine

Get in my right mind, use my LIFE LINES before I die

Never felt like this before, you should see me after shows

Conflicted cuz I find more family on the road than at home

My high school father figure told me to give up on hip-hop

"1 in thirty million chance" I LOVE the odds they get me pissed off

So coach this is for you & I. now I'm reaching bluer skies

When I was 18 I failed at everything even suicide

Damn, its crazy thinking that I saw the light

& if I had explored it more I would've never saw tonight

My fear of failure & will to succeed are arm-wrestling

Really not sure which one is gonna win but I keep on pressing

Be-yond guessing, I know the winds of change are blowin

Cuz sin's a name your knowin' & I'm convinced its shame your showin'

Cuz now yall wanna catch up with me? get on with your lonely ass

Don't call me DJ-Sin just call me by the name you know me as

CHORUS

You don't know, what you had, you're gonna find, I ain't so bad

When I'm gone, and your alone, no one to give it to you

Never felt, this before, I don't feel, the same anymore

Cause, I don't need, this shit going on

Verse 3

Heart to heart I'm just a kid that wants to say he's seen it all before drown my career and let it wash up on a Pauly Shore

If you ever thought I was WASTED Talent You're right

Of course I am I'm DRUNK in this booth, THROWIN UP on the mic

Just blowin up and despite Haters flapping their LABIAS

Put a dick in ya lips and enjoy it while K.i.D works to be packin a stadium

Like Wrestlemania yea you labias got cracked lips

Apply your chapstick now you pussys look vagtastic

They're sayin wow did he write that

They're sayin damn I didn't know he did it like that

I mean how much can someone really know you

When they don't know yo shoes and what you go through

Like this: One time at a campus laundramat I was waiting for my clothes

This kid comes up wanting an autograph saying, "Dj Sin your dope"

So I signed it I was speechless cuz three hundred miles from home

This kid knew me more than ninety nine percent of the people I know

CHORUS

You don't know, what you had, you're gonna find, I ain't so bad

When I'm gone, and your alone, no one to give it to you

Never felt, this before, I don't feel, the same anymore

Cause, I don't need, this shit going on