I keep tryin' and tryin'

I keep tryin' and tryin'

Don't be so certain

That I'm not worth it

I am still learning

And I need patience

I'm overcome with emotion I don't know what I feel

Is this all really happening it doesn't feel real

Every word that you say, just passes me by

I keep tryna listen I keep trying and trying

I'm trying to make it all make sense

Everything that I can't do is easy for them

Maybe it's laziness or maybe I need friends

Maybe I need help

But I'm running out of time

So scared of making up my mind

I know that I'm better off alive

The universe is mine

But I'm running out of time

So scared of making up my mind

I know that I'm better off alivе

The universe is minе

Don't be so certain

That I'm not worth it

I am still learning

And I need patience

I can't wait another minute

Taking me past all my limits

Gotta do what's right for me

Living out my fantasy

How many times can I explain what you don't wanna hear

I get the same response I know I'm patient but I taste the fear

It feels like masochism

Say what you wanna say

Don't hold it back and tell me how it feels to stay away

I know for sure I'm not going back

I'm lost but still on the track

Cuz I know for sure I'm not going back

I keep trying and trying and trying

But I'm running out of time

So scared of making up my mind

I know that I'm better off alive

The universe is mine

I'm running out of time

So scared of making up my mind

I know that I'm better off alive

The universe is mine

Hard to breathe

Every time I think of me

Feels like real life fantasy

Got me thinking I could be

Beautiful, beautiful

Hard to breathe

Feels like real life fantasy

Feels like I have ADHD

Hard to breathe

Every time I think of me

Feels like real life fantasy

Got me thinking I could be

Beautiful, beautiful