[Chorus: FabvL]

Lately I've been

Trying to become whole again

Taking ahold, left on my own

I lost control

I lost my heart just to find my way home

Harder and harder the farther I go

Taking ahold, left on my own

I lost control

[Verse 1: DizzyEight]

Ay, I lost control, yeah

I felt pain you never known, yeah

Forever since I felt whole

Used to have hope, now it's all gone, yeah

It's been dark on this road, yeah

It's scold when I'm all alone, yeah

See the love all gone

I don't have a home

The only thing I hold is revenge

Weight on my shoulders, the weight of my sins

Don't need you, now, man, I needed you then

It play back in my mind again and again and again and again, ain't no making amends

Ain't no way to forgive, I gave you a task and I gave you a gift

Now you mark cause the mark what you missed, you a target to hit

Got you all in my lens, this the way that it ends

This the way that it is, man, it is what it is

Gotta get what you give, now I'm just losing my grip

Slipping falling deep inside the abyss

Reach out now like who gon save me from this

But you can't save me from this

Left me with scars that I'll never forget, got me thinking bout how

[Chorus: FabvL]

Lately I've been

Trying to become whole again

Taking ahold, left on my own

I lost control

I lost my heart just to find my way home

Harder and harder the farther I go

Taking ahold, left on my own

I lost control

[Verse 2: Mix Williams]

Yeah, I done been to the bottom, and made my way back

On the defense since, I can remember now, when youngin' finally gon' get to attack

Can't keep holding my tongue anymore, I'm tired, I can't run anymore

But I don't need nobody, I can't trust nobody, I don't give a fuck anymore

Heart's getting cold, I had a family, but it's different now, I'm just mad it took so long for me to figure out

I was drowning in the deep end, nobody wanna save me, I feel the darkness and I'mma let it out

Yeah, when I close my eyes I see suffering, thought I knew my true purpose, it doesn't fit

Falling deeper and deeper into the abyss of my past the further I run from it

Should I just leave right now? Had enough of this

I been living this life of monotony, been a minute since life had sudden shift

Got this feeling, I'm going insane, I been searching, I don't know my place

God, I'm losing control of myself the more that I walk on this path of destruction, I promise this will be the death of me, listen cause

[Chorus: FabvL]

Lately I've been

Trying to become whole again

Taking ahold, left on my own

I lost control

I lost my heart just to find my way home

Harder and harder the farther I go

Taking ahold, left on my own

I lost control