Eclipse - Intellectual

[Chorus]

Lonely is the road I walk, and it ain't easy

I wanna change these words you thought, those moments you see me

I never knew you seen me

I wish I knew you need me

I lost everything I loved all in one night

I watched as everything changed for us all in one sight

Things haven't been right since then

Couldn't tell you what's been right since then

I haven't seen light since then

All I ever know is fight since then, I've been at war

[Verse]

I've been at war with myself

Dealing with my inner child, thе scorn that he felt

He was born into hеll, he ain't never have help

He ain't never have love, only he ever have was trauma from the damage he was dealt

Had him missing components

Aiming 'em at opponents, the one he would put his hopes in

Looked at him like an omen

All he wanted was love, but his heart cold as a stone, and

How we s'posed to trust when the ones we trust just betray us and leave us for dead

That would play in my head, that would play with my head

Now I'm moving ahead, I don't know where I'm led too

All I'm seeing is red, this rage I bear is unbearable

Lately I've been feeling this life I live is a curse

Lately I've been feeling this life I live can't be worse

Lately I've been feeling this life is what I deserve

Lately I've been feeling like happiness is not what I earned

Just when I thought I could never trust in another

That's when I was blessed with a brother, like for real, he had me covered

And that's truth, man, I had him covered too

I was put him on my back with the crew

If he lacked, I lacked too

Every obstacles we always blast through, uh

A withering dream, it's not what it seemed

'Cause he would stab me in my back if it's mean to be king

Now I'm only filled with anger, what I think is the scene of your betrayal

I opened up my heart to you, and that proved to be fatal

Everything I thought of you, I'm better off erasing

And jokes on me 'cause I'm the one that came to save you, and you took away from me the only one I could relate to

I just wanted to be your equal

And the way you paid me back - it was evil

Used to be my brother, that story won't see a sequel

Just know I'll pay that back when I see you, for real