Released on February 2, 2018

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[Verse 1]

I thought that it was fake when you touched me

A nightmare when you held me gently

Now I can't keep my head on straight

’Cause falling isn't so easy

So easy, so easy, so easy, so easy

Falling isn't so easy


[Chorus]

And now we’re hand in hand

You whisper the loudest

Why are you so loud when you whisper?

I can't hear myself

I don't know if I like this

Why do I fight this?

I should've never entertained this shit

And now I'm contemplating when I should be creating

We can't be this

I refuse to drown

I refuse to drown

I refuse to drown

I refuse to drown

I refuse to drown


[Interlude]

"He don't love me no more"

"He don't love me no more"

"Oh my god, he don’t love me no more"


[Verse 2]

My lights are down

Special awareness doesn’t alert me anymore

But I'll be okay

Lipstick is my friend again we talked it out

No more late-night appetizers before bed

No more ’other cupcake'-phase it's dead, it's dead


[Chorus]

And now we’re hand in hand

You whisper the loudest

Why are you so loud when you whisper?

I can't hear myself

I don't know if I like this

Why do I fight this?

I should've never entertained this shit

And now I'm contemplating when I should be creating

We can't beat this

I refuse to drown

I refuse to drown