[Verse 1]

The light is fading violently

My breath short circuits, I'm trembling

Relive my past life, a glance from the outside

I swear I'm alright

[Pre-Chorus]

Information overload

Can't think clearly, on my own

Cutting through me like a knife

Denial has its price

Reactions happen far too slow

Synaptic crash, I'm on my own

Clutched in a grip I won't let go

I have to let you go

(Let go)

[Chorus]

How cold can I be?

Oh, God am I still breathing?

Can I forgive?

I've tried, oh, I've tried

But I fall to the bottom now

Cyanide and black clouds

[Verse 2]

Take my life instead, any price you claim

I'll pay a hundred times just to see your face

I plead with what I havе, I know it's not enough

A soul seems useless without your lovе

[Pre-Chorus]

And if I have to tear it all out

Don't think you'll be unscathed

If I have to feel this way

You should feel the same

Pressed steel against the skin

I wish you thought of me

When you chose the path, you hoped would set you free

[Chorus]

How cold can I be?

Oh God am I still breathing?

Can I forgive?

I've tried, oh, I've tried

But I fall to the bottom now

Cyanide and black clouds

[Bridge]

I know I need a change

I feel it in my bones

How can I stay alive?

I need help from above

And when I think of you

I know I'm not alone

How can I find my peace when battling no hope?

[Breakdown]

I'm done blaming myself for everything out of my control

All this time, I thought I was there

[Chorus]

How cold can I be?

Oh God am I still breathing?

Can I forgive?

I've tried, oh, I've tried

But I fall to the bottom now

Cyanide and black clouds

[Post-Chorus]

And when I think of you, I know I'm not alone

I hear you in the air, I feel you in my heart

And when I think of you, I know not I'm not alone

Someplace beyond this world, somewhere not far at all