ineffable

By disphing

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Released on July 15, 2024

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[Verse 1]

Giving in isn't tempting anymore

I've tried to let it happen, but what for ?

Because waiting won't change it

Neither will forcing it

It's that thing you're always singing about

It has a meaning but I've lost it somehow

Am I close to it ?

Should I just get over it ?


[Pre-Chorus]

(Doesn't mean you're broken)

(Everybody's different)

(No one will even notice)

(You'll know it when you feel it)

(Doesn't mean you're broken)

(Everybody's different)

(No one will even notice)

(You'll know it when you feel it)

(Doesn't mean you're broken)

(Everybody's different)

(No one will even notice)

(You'll know it when you feel it)

(Doesn't mean you're broken)

(Everybody's different)

(No one will even notice)

(You'll know it when you feel it)


[Drop]


[Chorus]

'Cause it's not like this was ever forced on me

But I'm looking around and it's all I see

No matter what I do it's like the blame's on me

You say I should accept it but I can't agree

'Cause it's not like this was ever forced on me

But I'm looking around and it's all I see

No matter what I do it's like the blame's on me

You say I should accept it but I can't agree


[Verse 2]

I'd gotten lost in thinking I could just forget

All the shit that I'm missing out on and settle for what I've got

But I can't

It's always at the back of my mind

Forcing it to the front doesn't help

There've been so many times I've wanted to succumb

To the pressure I've put on myself to be something that I know that I can't

I'll try to live it down

But in the meantime I'll tell myself


[Pre-Chorus]

It doesn't mean I'm broken

Everybody's different

No one will even notice

I'll know it when I feel it

But will it ever happen ?

Can I live without it ?

What if the doors are closing ?

Am I just doomed to live without ?

Doesn't mean I'm broken

Everybody's different

No one will even notice

I'll know it when I feel it

But will it ever happen ?

Can I live without it ?

What if the doors are closing ?

Am I just doomed to live without ?

Doesn't mean I'm broken

Everybody's different

No one will even notice

I'll know it when I feel it

But will it ever happen ?

Can I live without it ?

What if the doors are closing ?

Am I just doomed to live without ?

Doesn't mean I'm broken

Everybody's different

No one will even notice

I'll know it when I feel it

But will it ever happen ?

Can I live without it ?

What if the doors are closing ?

Am I just doomed to live without ?


[Chorus]

('Cause it's not like this was ever forced on me)

(But I'm looking around and it's all I see)

(No matter what I do it's like the blame's on me)

(You say I should accept it but I can't agree)

'Cause it's not like this was ever forced on me

But I'm looking around and it's all I see

No matter what I do it's like the blame's on me

You say I should accept it but I can't agree