󠁪inadequate - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

I only get it when the moon is out

I try to cash it in before it fades away

Locked up in wondering what it's about

When all that's hitting me are words from yesterday

Grasping for straws over here

The weather's a little too clear

Ankle deep in my ocean

I wish i were drowning

So much for hoping

Cus I feel like I'm spouting lies

Even when I have nothing to hide behind

Cus I'm not broken like the rest of you

I'm just not coded like the rest of you

So if it seeps into my work then you'd know

I can fake it til I make it

Oh god I'm not broken like the rest of you

Can you just code me like the rest of you ?

Am i just a vessel for them ?

Nothing more than a redirect

My sleeves are getting heavy

Following in my own footsteps

Well what's the point if you can't see it as well ?

Tryna convince myself I've been through hell

But I'm not broken like the rest of you

I'm just not coded like the rest of you

So if it seeps into my work then you'd know

I can fake it til I make it

Oh god I'm not broken like the rest of you

Can you just code me like the rest of you ?

Swear I can talk in some capacity

It's just a matter of how

Scraping the perimeter

So what's it to you now ?

What's it to you now ?

I try to find a way to bring it out

Shut down the second it's getting crowded

No sense in embracing what I don't know about

Barricade the doors when I'm surrounded

I feel like I'm spouting lies

Even when I have nothing to hide behind

Cus I'm not broken like the rest of you

Just code me like the rest of you